55 (e). What is an Indian: Generic Thoughts

Our memory is short lived. We have developed an uncanny tendency to forget and nullify all the goodness blessed to us by people who had always believed in unified India. And over decades our emotions of being Indian have just confided to sudden outburst of few ‘Pro –India’ slogans on streets.

India does not start or end with a name. Being Indian is not an easy task. It is a struggle. Being passionate is good but is it sufficient. A passion is like bubble, short lived entity. Being an Indian is not ephemeral state of mind. But it is that state of mind to which an individual sticks to one life and passes over to next generation.

No one is born or can be an Indian. Till we practice the art of being Indian, we cannot achieve the status of being called an Indian. Carrying a passport only declares that an individual belongs to India from documentation perspective. Merely talking or writing about India, does not guarantee achieving status of Indian. To study Indian history or to know about India does not certify any individual as an Indian. To love India, does not make any one Indian. But a spirit to live, to do something, to work for India, does lead to path of being Indian.

India is not about glory or freedom alone. India is not about only greatness in current times. India is not about unity but it is right blend of all the positive traits any one can think of. Stop cribbing about the glory of past. Accept the fact that we have lost the culture and traditions which had beauty of keeping all the people together. And thus we all have to focus on rediscovering the art of bringing the people together for unified goal, and that is ‘To be An Indian’. There always have been moment to build the character of nations and for India it is high time now. We just have to remember that every countryman contributes to ‘character of nation’ by his behaviour, outlook, perception and execution of beliefs.

No one can teach any one to remain united. A man cannot unite his own thoughts and most of his life lives in self-conflict. Then how can you expect him to live in harmony with an individual whose beliefs[1] are exactly opposite. All the teaching and willingness to learn comes from inside and hence the unity. That’s again an understanding[2] which we have lost. And now we are just like dormant pieces of ‘dead wood’. Our liveliness is vanishing like ‘Drowning Titanic’. We have accepted those protocols which have been enforced on us. I am not sure, why we have lost the awakened sanity. Why we are living in dull lull. Our riches, both physical and spiritual, have disappeared. If we blame others for looting us then, why we ever allowed them to rob us? We may have failed to stop them, but who is stopping us to generate riches again? Saints and soldiers have showered their goodness unselfishly giving a boon to India to live forever, so does it mean we allow quality of life to fall and morals to deteriorate.

I remember a very interesting incident in Pune City which hints at morals of an individual. I was driving car with my wife and we observed a ‘young girl’ driving scooty in front of us. One could not fail to notice that her lower back was exposed. We were feeling awful and then suddenly we realized a man on bike said something to the girl, they did not appear to be friends or relative, and his way of communication looked very gentle. The girl realized and pulled down her top to cover herself. I was impressed with the nobility of the gentle men as he could have made lewd comments to embarrass her. This is what I call an act of morality, where a woman was asked to cover herself rather being made a source of obscene or vulgar comments. How many of us would have just given dirty looks, how many of us would have ignored us and how many of us would have tried to rectify it by going one step ahead without bothering for retaliation or undesirable criticism?

Where is the esteem[3]?  Do we take pride in calling ourselves as Indian? The trend has changed in last few decades as Indian Economy has started booming, thanks to Indian Professionals who have gone beyond irrespective of almost no support they have received from Indian Bureaucracy[4]. These efforts are recommendable but still few aspects of our mindset leaves me embarrassed. I agree gone were the days when there was ‘Blind Craze’ for settling aboard like this country was making people to feel inferior[5]. But yet we have not learnt to respect our own culture.

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[1] Here it is assumed that beliefs play a pivotal role in determining thought process of an individual.

[2] This understanding signifies that once we had attained pinnacle in spiritual dimension.

[3] My father once told me a real story. Once Dr. Radhakrishnan, second President of India, visited UK. He was invited for breakfast by Queen. Few English Diplomats made racist comment by using ‘White Bread’ as metaphor. But the ‘wisdom and wittiness’ of man was exceptional. He requested to toast the bread, it became brown and then Radhakrishnan said that he always liked ‘Brown Bread’ since it tastes better than ‘White Bread’. I am not sure how many of us take pride in being Indian and have class to convey the message without starting any altercation.

[4] In ‘Think India: The Rise of The World’s Next Superpower’ by Vinay Rai and William L Simon, such an example and struggle is quoted where author tries to convince a bureaucrat about the market of Electronic Transistors which are back bone of Computer Hardware.

[5] It is the people of country who bring reputation to the nation rather than the nation who make citizen identity.

55 (d). What is an Indian: Generic Thoughts

I pose a simple question in front of readers and audiences:

“Can a nation be made in a day?”

Empire consists of people having same beliefs living together. And even an empire may take eons to establish. But in nation people live together even if their beliefs are different. Thus a nation reflects more depth in meaning than empire. Even beliefs sometime takes years to ripe, then how can “collection of beliefs” can unite in a day? And let us not forget a successful nation, in true sense, is oneness of many beliefs. All the beliefs, in worst case scenario, can be different, mutually exclusive. But in case of great nation, all beliefs stick together. Thus such nation rises above diversification to leave a mark. People of such nation negate all the mutual differences and appear beautiful like a bouquet.[1]

So I ask again, this time emphatically, as Indians have we risen above our disputes. Well my observations and experiences are not very encouraging. The culture and heritage which took centuries to build evolve and attain peaks we lost it in few decades and it has now confided only to our discussions as past and history. We discuss them without giving a thought, why we lost it? The simple explanation is we have never focused on keeping things intact as we all have been blinded by selfishness. Our growth[2] has hampered. Our identity is threatened. Our glory has almost vanished and we have become cold. There is no warmth left, but just mere coldness.

The reason, we are only engaged in self gains. And I have no doubts at this rate we as Indian will freeze to extinction. We are afraid of helping each other’s since we are worried about losing self. We have begun to believe that if we lose no one will come to our rescue. This sounds to be true, under current system, but who is responsible for such a plight? It clearly suggests as a nation we have failed miserably to create a congenial environment among us. Inspite of making ourselves secure, we have just made ourselves more vulnerable to disintegration. Unfortunately, the feeling of insecurity is rising at exponential rate. I am just worried about the consequences when every one finds himself insecure then the nature of following events, will be catastrophic. At that instant everything will be uncontrollable and will be in chaos, never being imagined, heard or seen of.

Why this has become a habit that we are letting quality of life to fall. No respect for others and this has resulted in all the conflicts known to us as Indian and some of these we are surely encountering now. Nature has given us our own space, to relax and enjoy. Believe me in that very space we can attain all the happiness. I am not sure why we indulge in practice of piercing in someone else’s space for hurting him/her to find peace. Just to achieve derogatory objective, we are keeping our mind full with filth. Our mind is just occupied with evil plans of demoralizing, annihilating and cheating others, so that we can win by compressing and disturbing their space rather than entering other’s space in harmonial way. By pushing malignly, we don’t realize, we are not expanding our horizons but we are also losing our own inner peace. All such small negative perturbations cause huge cacophony by throwing out everything out of synch.

Moreover, it is natural instinct, that no one likes his or her space to get penetrated. And he or she is bound to resist. One will not allow her or his space to be occupied by undesirable people. So, we all end up in worthless and unfruitful battle if we won’t rectify our course of action. This battle can be avoided if we all start believing in quality of life rather making other’s life as hell. We all will be caught in spider web and will never come out of it[3].

All this, the effort of forcefully entering into other’s space and ugly events as a result of that, has triggered confusion and we are in confused state of mind. Making matter worse and situation grim, knowingly we don’t want to accept it. We have lost our directions. Somewhere in our sub-consciousness, we do accept that Indian traditions have to be followed. And hence, we always keep talking about glory of our past.

But being glorious in the past does not mean that there was no evil. Evil always exists, and like intelligence, always evolves though basic concepts or forms of evil remain same. But still, glorious past we talk about had character which definitely proved strong enough to resist evil in old times. People knew the art of shunning evil. Evil can enter into human thoughts and actions in many ways. But since some skills and morals have not been passed to next generation or every new generation has ignored it big time; the reason such morals may have been found obstructing the path of selfish gain, we all have seemed to lose the ability to overcome evil. And ironically, now a days we innovate ways to get wrapped in evil.

One thing which amazes me, that logical thinking, higher education has made us more susceptible to evil. We have learnt how to put on fire but have not grasped the ability to extinguish the same. That’s the reason we may have grown in riches, affluence at individual level, we have failed to regain the same old glory which our ancestors have enjoyed.

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[1] This very thought for India, led to supreme sacrifice of Guru Teg Bhadur, Ninth Sikh Guru.

[2]I am talking about ‘As Nation’.

[3] Just remember, spider spins the web for feeding itself without realizing that it lives in it forever.

55 (c). What Is an Indian: Generic Thoughts

Over decades, we have just built this nation on ‘Hallow Principles’. We have not laid down the foundation on any single doctrine. It is waste of resource and time to determine who has to be blamed or to argue now why it has not been done before? Moreover, such debates do not make anything to happen and thus everything discussed or debated would remain only in discussions or in memory or on papers. If we can crib about what should have happened in reality then we undoubtedly know what should be done now. This reminds me of following lines in Bhagvad Gita and also words by Guru Gobind Singh Ji:

“कर्मण्ये वाधिकरस्ते ...”

(We have only right of performing actions...)

“...निश्चय कर अपनी जीत करू...”

(... I make sure that I win...)

Even the great spiritual leaders of all time have suggested that actions and relying on oneself are the only key ways to achieve glory. Actions build character and such visions are ‘Solid Doctrine’. I am sure we can find many such thoughts as our legacy and traditions but are we self motivated to find them, think about them and then act on them rather them either just mulling over them or engaging ourselves in discussion and debates. Thus, an Indian is one who is willing to stretch extra mile to make it happen rather than waiting for it to happen.

I am asking everyone to become aggressive and not violent. In my view point, there is definitely a huge difference between being aggressive and being violent. Violence means, I have not been heard and that’s why I am angry. I will just go thrashing, destroying or killing whatever I encounter to show my disappointment. Aggression means, I have not been heard and I am angry. I will take matter into my hands, will start from whatever is available to me, will take it to next level, will not crib that I have not been heard and I will make sure that I don’t ruin anything I come across. My actions will speak louder. I will convey to everyone that I am unstoppable and enough strength to build without anyone’s help. An Indian should learn to be aggressive[1] rather than waiting for something to happen as mentioned above or being violent.

People can justify the violence by saying they were aggressive and they tried to build from whatever was available to them but even that had been taken away by others. Then the first step should be to bring out such ‘Non-Indians’[2] in front of everyone. And I am sure with current media coverage this should not be an issue. But just remember, violence brings pains and destruction and is not justified to the point it can be avoided. Any person who holds the courage to bring forward people having ‘Anti-Indian’ tendencies is an Indian.

I am looking for Arjuna who under guidance of ‘True Master’ Krishna (True Masters are rare to find) can fight against his own kin who are evil. I am looking for ‘Rajput’ who under command of ‘Maharana Pratap’ can live happily in exile to fight for the freedom. I am looking for ‘Maratha’ who on orders of ‘Chatterpatti Shivaji’ can make life of nation’s enemies miserable. I am looking for ‘Sikh’ who being blessed by ‘Gurus’ alone can rage a battle against an army of one twenty five thousand and blissfully accepts the death when time comes to sacrifice to save the culture of and tradition of India. I am looking for ‘Woman Army’ who fought like ‘Men’ with ‘Jhansi Ki Rani, Laxmibai’. I am looking for an Indian to take this nation ahead against all adversaries by being a ‘fighter’.

Adding further to list of qualities possessed by an Indian, he understands that nature is holds everything and his existence is incomplete without nature. He knows the legacy of ‘Ayurveda’, meaning knowledge related to life, is a traditional medication based on herbs and plants is being practiced in India for eons. Nature renders all these medicines and thus an Indian should not only respect nature but preserve it.

It will be quite obvious so far that whatever traits I have mentioned may not be held by a single individual. They are not merely qualities but also responsibilities and responsibilities have to be spread and shared across people. Hence an individual can only become an Indian when others are also keen to become the same. Only then the people from different cultures, background and status will come together to unite as one. The formulation of such group, I will just like to summarize in one line:

“Indian does not imply an individual or group but it signifies the whole nation united as one.”

Thus, I would like to see righteous new concept with righteous older values to have a perfect blend; the society where everything is carved in harmony; nothing pricks the growing nation in form of corrupted old traditions or directionless new thought process.

This is just an end of this book and not the thoughts or thought process of making this country glorious. Same goes for the challenges and issues this nation will be subjected to or have been subjected to. New problems will emerge, some existing will change appearances and few will reappear with each passing era but the bottom line is as Indian we have to overcome each of them to rise over our differences. This will enable us to keep cruising and remain united as Indian amid all tough times. We will surely regain whatever we have lost. Those ‘Who’ all have born as Indian, if pledge to live, fight and are determined to die as Indian and work to bring glory back, then it will be no exaggeration to say that:

“An Indian will be the last human to live on this planet”.

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[1] Jessica Lal, Ruchika cases and Hockey India are few examples where aggression by common people, supposed to be weak and lacking lustre, made sure that politically powerful and strong people were pulled down.

[2] Non-Indians are those who deliberately sabotage the growth of India so that they can achieve self gains. They don’t care about fellow citizens of India.

55 (b). What Is an Indian: Generic Thoughts

Science has discovered that matter has tendency to stay at ‘lowest energy level’ to remain stable[1]. But a human is exception i.e. human gains stability when his energy content[2] rises. And this behaviour is attributed to consciousness. He can rise above his miseries to attain the highest energy level. And thus he can bring stability to himself and the ecosystem[3]. Nature supports human by feeding its energies to him. These energies if consumed can take any one to higher states. Then why we as Indians continue to linger in forbidden lower states. Without elevating our own individual internal strength we cannot end our agonies. Thus an Indian tries to achieve a ‘Threshold’ when no matter what happens he can continue to grow both at spiritual and physical planes. And once ‘Threshold’ is achieved he makes sure that his nation and other fellow beings get benefited from his state.

At social level the internal strength signifies trust and unity between two Indians. And it can only surface when two Indians[4], never met before, can rely on each other and can feel comfortable in each other company. If they are stuck together, in-spite of overcoming adversity alone, they stick together, fight beside each other, protecting each other and finally vanquishing the adversity, only then an Indian will be born. I still wonder why only ‘Indian Defence Services’ should teach and encourage such culture. If we can sustain this in every part, every corner of this country, then we can serve this nation much better and will undoubtedly will attain the status of Indian.

At national level internal strength means ‘Solid Infrastructure’. According to expert’s development of same is boon to economy, answer to recession, employment to many and riches to all. We needed external stimuli[5] as we did not have strength for generating sustained internal stimulus. There is no harm in getting it as it can keep pains away ephemerally but not sure if it can be permanent solution. There can be two worst possibilities; first these stimuli are removed. I am not worried about it much since even foreign investors have realized that India is emerging economy and market. So they have confidence in investing in India and consider it as the best option to get maximum returns.  Only thing to keep in mind is that at no stage government policies should discourage them. But second possibility does give me a chill and that is our internal set up becoming unresponsive to all the stimuli. No matter how much is fed in the system nothing happens[6]. Well in both cases we are bound to implode. Still the impact of second will be more vigorous as policies can be made flexible but without internal strength second scenario cannot be avoided at any condition. Hence an Indian will always be determined to preserve the existing atleast in ‘good condition’ if he cannot take it to next level.

As mentioned earlier in the chapter true Indian will walk on a righteous path. This path develops internal strength and to retain everything it is important to walk. Thus an Indian walks without waiting for any support, any cooperation and any companionship. He just thinks about the goal and nothing else.

The path of achieving characteristics of an Indian sound like merely theory and irony is in modern time we have stopped believing in theories[7]. We consider theories as waste of efforts since they seem to take humongous time to ripe. Moreover, bringing more theories in practice will require enormous resources and time for execution. That looks like a correct assumption but does it mean we never try to become a theoretical atleast once. We should not forget whatever great inventions we observe in world today were once only a theory or just an insignificant part of theory. This signifies till we have a theory, suggesting a vision, how come we ever realize to become a true nation. A theory is like a thread, which brings multiple pieces of observation together, help in better understanding of their occurrence, developing a generic pattern, hints at managing all the reasons responsible as cause and finally providing principles for solid foundation. In terms of nation, theory is a vision, observations are issues, principles are solution of these issues and the theoretician is a ‘visionary’. Thus an individual who can contribute for Indian in this direction is bound to be an Indian. I will like to add further, only being a theoretician is not good enough. Even if principles are laid down who will bring them into reality. Thus, he is also an Indian who keeps enhancing and implementing the theory by working on it.

These theories have to be made simple[8] so that everyone can understand and get benefited from them. The complexity just causes confusion and thus major chunk of people just avoid it. For example if you tell an average man that he should pay taxes but keep the process of submitting the tax complex then he will intentionally not get involved in the whole process. With addition to keeping process simple if he is explained the advantages of filing taxes then he will become a positive contributor in the whole process[9]. An Indian will not only crack down the complexities associated with theories but will make sure that theories be designed in such a way that every one can contribute in fruitful way.

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[1] Both Physics and Chemistry, two different stream of science, state and concur on that.

[2] Spiritual content discussed in Chapter 5.

[3] By absorbing lower energies...

[4] Refer to Appendix B, experience 1.

[5] It can be thought of money India is receiving in form of loans or aides or business.

[6] It is similar to our immune system which in some individuals does not respond positively to anti-biotic medication and cause their death.

[7] I always wanted to do PhD in theory but since beliefs have changed and people are more interested in quick results for making big bucks ASAP the essence of ‘Theory’ is diminishing.

[8] Please remember the greatness of human being does not lay in making something complex but it lays in making complex things very simple and efficient.

[9] Government has to make sure that benefits they have promised should be provided to all tax payers else people will lose interest and black money will continue to grow.

55 (a). What Is an Indian: Generic Thoughts

Humans can some time behave irrationally and can defy all the beliefs and facts[1]. But as the ‘wise logical men’ say most of the time irrational behaviour is attributed to lack of understanding and outcome of ignorance[2]. Such ignorance rises from ever diminishing virtues as every possible gateway of knowledge is blocked. And in recent times an average Indian is unquestionably walking away from virtues. Thus he is heading away from his identity and traits signifying his existence as Indian. We have no common goals or direction but only individual dark desires and unfortunately we can go to any limits to fulfill them. I wish stretching beyond one’s limit should have happened for single reason of bringing back the lost glory of India. And any one committed for same is an Indian.

Glory lies with those who walk on righteous path, dive deep in ocean of knowledge and not with those who merely talk about the path or give futile lectures at the shore. Their knowledge is just superficial as not based on experiences. No matter how much they speak, their words will only be dust particles and not peals. They will never realize the goal and never get to see the real treasure but will still continue to claim as the knower. So a true Indian banishes such pretenders who rob others and bring forward those who are really possessors of virtues[3]. 

Over centuries, we have forgotten the art of restraining our mind from negative thoughts. In fact I have come across instances where ‘such thoughts’ have been appreciated by fellow Indians[4]. And thus driven by weaknesses our actions are leading us to self-destruction. We are overpowered by senses and personal gains that I don’t see any difference between a human and animal. At such stage of intelligent evolution where intelligence has virtually grown exponentially only thinking alone does not sound as sufficient criteria to differentiate between human and animal. I believe we need to add more predicates and one of them surely is adeptness in controlling the mind which undoubtedly speaks more than a reflexive action exhibited by animals and thus it is surely places humans above animals. A man with balanced mind having ability to overcome ‘wave of negativity’ is an Indian.

Nature has given us mind to think and ability to restrict ourselves from wandering in useless domains. People generally falter when they start associating restriction with slavery and hindrance in free will[5]. But I am emphasizing the restriction which is required to attain that mental state at which liberation comes at its own. Then one has not to run for it. Let me take an example of pressure cooker. We put weight on its nozzle and weight can be thought as restriction offered to outburst of steam. The result is cooked food for everyone. But if the weight malfunctions then either the food will never be cooked or there will be a BANG, causing only destruction. Thus an Indian understands when to restrain and when to hit hard, as permanently sticking to any of these extreme ends will only bring unhealthy results.

Another bitter fact is no matter whatever we boast about, we have not succeeded to combine our vision into one. Our efforts have not unified. Though we have learnt that we have failed miserably and have discovered few ways to show our discontent but have we ever tried to present dissatisfaction maturely and positively. We need to grasp the art of channelizing our displeasure into more constructive outlook. Does it make sense to go on rampage to burn public property or disrupting normal life? Vandalizing will not take us anywhere but by engaging into it we are just taking ourselves back to dark ages. The reason is we are ruining whatever growth we have already made. If we are not heard then we should try ourselves to bring hope in hopeless situation, to construct rather than destruct, to dissolve anger in endeavours, to overcome depression by liveliness, to replace aggression by calmness. We are sometimes fallible and flawed to make a correct judgment regarding our own life then how can we justify violence every time[6]. An Indian realizes that in modern time the mass’s energy should be used for building nation rather than bringing chaos to already existing stability.

Stability means ‘Internal Strength’. And in terms of people living in society and societies evolving into nation, this can be exhibited at three levels namely individual, social and national level. Weak link at any level can cause serious damage. Hence it is important to look at significance of each level. The individual who nourishes these links, he is positively an Indian.

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[1] There are examples in Indian history where logical and rational behavior would have resulted in surrender but still many fought and accepted death over ‘tarnished life’. This also signifies some time actions for higher causes are bound to be irrational.

[2] It does not mean that irrational behavior cannot be backed by true knowledge which is beyond logic. Hence, actions driven by such knowledge sometimes appear irrational.

[3] Those who have experienced the ‘Ultimate’ lose touch of so called worldly reality. They become anonymous. And only those can find and recognize them who have the same ability as them.

[4] I remember a discussion happened between a friend of mine and me at Michigan State University. My friend appreciated the lecture by Michal Douglas in ‘Wall Street’ where Michal Douglass justifies ‘Greed’ for growth. And according to Indian beliefs ‘Greed’ is the SIN which can decimate any human or civilization.

[5] This remind of one saying: “You should be open minded, lest your brain should fall.”

[6] Violence can only be justified if all the options have been exhausted. One such example I have mentioned of 26/11 in Chapter 7.

52. Kargil War

I wrote this article in 2008 to pay my tribute to Kargil War Heroes. The article highlights the impact of Kargil War, fought in 1999, on India’s present.

All the soldiers who have died in the Kargil War were not associated with me but now there loss hurt me. Over years, I have realized that they were mine so what I had not met them at any instance. We shared a relationship so what they were not part of my kinship. I might have realized the association when the war was on, but never took it to next level since I was more worried about my higher education in USA.

They and I both were concerned. They were trying to throw out the ‘rodents’ and I was planning to leave the country. One was determined to die and other was trying to live. There were so much difference between our thoughts but still we shared a common bond. Yeah, to everyone we were citizens of same country. The blood which was spilt on Himalayas never had the same genes as mine but still we were brothers.

I was selfish and they selflessly made the difference to whole Geography of Indian Subcontinent in Indian History. It is there life which we all are living; it is so idiotic of us that we don’t want to accept. I am not sure how many of us remember them. Captain Vikram Batra, Lieutenant Manoj Panday and many like them, we were almost of my age, sacrificed themselves for me. So how they are not my brothers?

Their loss pains me since I am still some human no matter how much little. I was not present to honour them that make me sad. I missed a chance, a golden opportunity to render my tribute to them. They chose death over life not for glory but to protect my identity as Indian. I am an emotional man and their loss will be felt throughout my life so what I have not spent a single moment with them. They were the Indians no matter how hard we try to forget them atleast history won’t let their memories to erode.

No matter how much we live, how much riches we gather we can never share the same glory as them in history. They were my friends since I have wished for their long life, but my limitations I could not do any more. And unfortunately, it was never granted. I cherish to touch the bullet which pierced them since it was the lucky to atleast make a contact with them. And they were above all, who accepted bullets willingly. Come on my fellow brethrens let us remember our heroes so that history does not defile us with a name of ‘Selfish Losers’.

50. Deterministic Probable Evolution Of Universe

An event can leave a deep impact on one’s consciousness. Though we belong to same species, but still the degree of being influenced by an event varies from individual to individual, for example win in cricket may not bring that ecstasy to a soccer fan. But, events which can cause turmoil in evolving patterns of a species have to be gigantic. The vibrations of such event, which can be considered as aftermath, should continue to elapse forever. Only then evolution can become a never ending process. It is amazing, complexity has grown over eons and we have become amazingly perplex, both at physical and conscious level. But, we are not sure how it begun to happen? We are sure though that we will continue to grow complex, adding atleast one more of layer complexity at either psychological or biological level[1]. But we cannot determine when the layer will be added, what layer will be added, where the layer will be added, how the layer will be added, who will add the layer and finally why it will be added.

Isn’t it ironical, that we know nothing about our origin and we fail to find any clue or estimate a trajectory to conclude about our final destination? Still, we claim to know a lot. How unfortunate, our claims are nothing more than a set of hollow self-assurances. The two streams which have been influencing the thoughts of any present individual, theology and science, make different claims about our past. Science suggests that it is all about favourable conditions for life happened at ‘one coordinate (space and time)’ and life originated. Theology says it is work of ‘God’ and life has been originated by will of ‘God’. Thus both differs in their explanations, for one it is statistical event and for another it is deterministic. But why it cannot be between two, which I am going to refer as deterministic – probable i.e. life evolved under such conditions which were decisive and composed of unique closed set of favourable conditions, but where it will evolve is based on statistical choice. How it will evolve is known, but when and where, it is again probability.

So, I am trying to suggest, there was always a consciousness[2] since the beginning of universe, but its evolution towards higher end is a result of statistical phenomena. But the question is where this consciousness came to existence. Thus I propose, a small universe, smaller than an atom, plasmatic in nature, which expanded after Big Bang, contained the consciousness. Perhaps, the consciousness, which we as human observed or perceive, is trying to align and combine to the consciousness which existed before the birth of Real Time Universe. I will call this consciousness as ‘Universal Consciousness’.

Our small universe, which contained consciousness, expanded exponentially (even at a higher rate) after Big Bang. So, all the entities, I will call their combined in a group as Contity, which were responsible for maintaining consciousness inside the Universe, got uniformly dispersed along with light and matter[3] in every direction but they did not leave the universe i.e. universe in mathematical sense, behaved like a closed set for all the entities. Wherever in the universe, all the physical or non-physical entities came together to form a contity, consciousness evolved.

Deterministic Probable approach can be only be convincing, if either of following can be established:

1. Consciousness was always present either inside or outside the plasmatic universe.
2.  It evolved before Big Bang either inside or outside the plasmatic universe.

The probability, that some content of consciousness which may be referred as Higher Consciousness always existed seems high. It is quite evident, that this assumption will result in huge swing in favour of Deterministic Probable Approach. Hence, I have decided to analyse different possibilities, which atleast I can think of, for this topic. But my understanding suggests that there has to be some gist of consciousness and only that can lead to evolution. I personally don’t believe that we are monitored by any highly intelligent life form or part of any experiment conducted by them. That does not make any sense to me, since any analysis theological or scientific has agreed to some degree together that human body is the best possible medium from lower consciousness to highest level of consciousness. Theology ends up calling it “Salvation” and science, though still in theory, restricts degree of such process as calling it by “Evolution of Intelligence”. Here restriction means, science is not sure if evolution can really result in ‘Salvation” hence, it hesitates to stretch such process beyond a limit. So, on lighter half, if aliens are abducting humans to carry out experiment, then I am sure they will be studying humans to understand how the Intelligent Evolution happens and why they are deprived of such opportunity.

Next question is why consciousness has to be present before birth of real time space? I based my argument on ‘Deducible Proof’, as said by Dr. John Nash in Beautiful Mind, while proposing to his Girl Friend. I am an observer, like every human being. And I am well aware of the how scientific discoveries have happened. The nature has inspired people to study and explore its various forces. That inspiration is embedded in every human but very few go ahead being driven by such drive. Theology will say it was their destiny that they achieved such peaks. But when Science will formulate that then it will be stated as, such people realized the instinct embedded in them i.e. the consciousness invoked the process of awakening the instinct and they went ahead to take their realization or consciousness to next higher level. So, if we consider evolving to highest level of evolution, then we should be able to put the upper bound. But it does not seem possible and it should not be possible. So at what point we should decide that we are nearing the pinnacle. Well, according to me it should be that horizon where individual’s consciousness[4] get submerged into ‘Universal Consciousness’.

I will reiterate that only consciousness can lead to evolution. If we are not aware of anything how can we ever achieve it? Here awareness is result of consciousness. People will argue that we have evolved to attain the consciousness but again that leaves too much to chance. This will cause gaps which can be exploited by selfish people for misleading innocent people. Based on Consciousness or Deterministic – Probable Approach I will discuss many scenarios.

We all have been told or taught or even preached that universe is Infinite. And fortunately both theology and science concur on this. But is that really true? If an observer is lying inside the universe then no doubt that he will perceive the universe as Infinite. Again perception has more to do qualitative understanding rather than quantative. So I will put it as, for an observer inside the Real Time Space, Real Time Space is Infinite. But if I assume that an observer lies outside the Real Time Space, then for him nothing has changed. That is, he should still perceive the universe which existed before Big Bang, a miniscule plasmatic universe. So in other words, an observer lying outside the Real Time Space is not under influence of time hence for him nothing has changed ever. For such observer, everything is constant thus what ever happened before or after Big Bang is very much internal to Real Time Space.

In theory Real Time Space, before Big Bang, in plasmatic state was hot, hotter than we can even imagine. Hence, it is quite deducible that it was also unstable. For further explanation regarding ‘Unstable System’, I will like to visit control theory. In Control Theory, systems to be studied are first modelled mathematically. Then they are decomposed into state model as state models are easy to study and they represent internal states of the system. Thus control can be designed based on internal states of the system. Some systems are self-stable but some are not and they are called Unstable. Such unstable systems are always found to possess oscillatory behaviour in Control Theory. Hence, the control is designed to dampen the oscillations so that system can be stabilized. Thus, based on Control Theory, it can be proposed that:Now system instability clearly suggests that System was at harmony i.e. oscillating but had enough ability to absorb the magnitude of oscillations. But eventually it became unstable resulting in Big Bang. Now instability can be caused by external factors or system became unstable at its own. It is almost impossible to accept both the doctrines since it is hard to imagine what can be external factor and how a system which tends to be at rest will overcome the inertia to become unstable. But it would be interesting to look at every possibility:

“Real Time Space was oscillating before Big Bang. And when the magnitude of these oscillations became uncontrollable then the Big Bang happened.”

Now system instability clearly suggests that System was at harmony i.e. oscillating but had enough ability to absorb the magnitude of oscillations. But eventually it became unstable resulting in Big Bang. Now instability can be caused by external factors or system became unstable at its own. It is almost impossible to accept both the doctrines since it is hard to imagine what can be external factor and how a system which tends to be at rest will overcome the inertia to become unstable. But it would be interesting to look at every possibility:

1. Presence of Other Fully Evolved Universes: There were pre-existing fully evolved universes. They were in touch with each other and when time came for consciousness they realized none of them have enough coordinates to help consciousness evolve more. Thus they created another plasmatic universe, programmed it in such a way that it should evolve with attributes related to conscious evolution and caused the big bang. This is suggested in Figure G.1. Traveler is bound to make such assumption since he see everything connected with each other and concept of multi-universes. But this leaves a big question how the Fully Evolved Universes were created? So this understanding will take a hit as there will not be enough realization to explain the question. But this should not halt his progress since his purpose is to find ‘One’ responsible for everything.

 

Figure 1: Fully Evolved Universe and Plasmatic Real Time Universe

2. Collision of Universes: This can be obvious after observing chaos in initial stages and studying concepts like fusion[5]. So like real plasmatic universe there were other plasmatic universe, they combined which resulted in instability of system and Big Bang happened. But this again will take a set back as per the reasons mentioned in the point 1 above.

3. Consciousness External to System: It is important to understand that consciousness never gets destroyed. This is based on famous theological doctrine that soul never dies. So what it means that there should not be any anti-consciousness[6] like particle physics has discovered anti-matter whose association with matter results in annihilation of both. Does it suggest anything? Well yeah, it hints at the possibility that consciousness does not fully belong to real time universe else there would have been ‘something’ like physical particles responsible for anti-matter which would have resulted in its annihilation[7].

Further adding to discussion, when the interaction between consciousness and real time universe happened[8] that resulted in perturbation inside the plasmatic universe and evolution of ‘Contity’. Contity caused the consciousness to grow, consciousness further disturbed the universe and thus Big Bang happened[9].

This understanding does not explain how the consciousness came into existence outside the plasmatic real time space. Also, though the interaction happened is it merely a probability or a planned event or forces like gravitation pulled consciousness and plasmatic real time universe towards each other. But whatever has been happened it has to be independent of time.

[1] The evidence of growing intelligence with every generation suggests that we are surely adding some degree of complexity at biological level. With intelligence rationality, the ability to reason has also increased. As well know no matter what logics cannot discover consciousness. So it further means the probability of exploring true essence of consciousness has surely decreased suggesting some degree of complexity has been added to find true potential of consciousness.

[2] Some may correlate with intelligent life from but I would like to emphasize that whatever intelligence we can think of should be part of any universe formed after big bang.

[3] Unfortunately Science does not talk about consciousness. Please remember consciousness should be something composed of the entities part of the universe.

[4] “The Consciousness”, mention in above paragraph, which helped genius and great people to realize their potential is nothing else but it was their destiny. The crux of thought streams, theology and science namely, is same but some people will never allow it to happen. But for one other will become blasphemy for one it will be like relying too much on Supreme Being which is non-existent. I am worried since few selfish people will never allow these streams to converge and hence 99% of us end up wasting an opportunity to raise our consciousness from one level to next level. That’s the reason we still are struggling to evolve at lower levels.

[5] Process where two atoms of same elements combine to form atoms of another element with enormous amount of energy

[6] Some may call the work of ‘The Fallen One’ as anti-consciousness since it seems to destroy the consciousness. Well that is not correct since ‘The Fallen One’ does not annihilate consciousness it just masks it. If it would have wiped it out then it would have never been realized by the individual. But there are people who have fought hard with ‘The Fallen One’ and re-realized the consciousness. Many other can call ‘Death’ as anti-consciousness but it is not. More on this in discussed in chapter 5.

[7] This raises few points like isn’t it too bold to say that consciousness does not fully evolved inside the Real Time Universe? The proposition that it existed outside the universe before Big Bang supports theology concept of Supreme Being. No being can go out of the real time universe physically. Hence the probability of any being making it happen is nil but consciousness which is independent of any being can be present. Also no work has been initiated in physics, atleast no results have been made public, to model consciousness. It seems physicists are content in ignoring the consciousness as non-physical entity. So this proposition makes sense till the anti-consciousness particle is found.

[8] This suggests that consciousness is like ‘Cloud of Gas’ moving freely.

[9] This raises a question that why consciousness could not have just evolved only inside the plasmatic real space time universe. Well the first reason is already provided the non-existence or non-discovery of anti-consciousness particle. And second one is when consciousness is evolved at the highest level then it merges, where it merges, it merges into consciousness outside real time universe, which can be termed as Universal Consciousness. When the merger happens the time stops has no meaning and it is obvious since no time exists outside real time space.